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So, I have this friend. She tells me that she wished she would put herself first sometimes, rather than put everyone else and what they wanted before her. It's too bad, she told me that even as much as she tries, she can't help it. She tells me she cares way too much. She even told me, even if it meant the expense of her own happiness, she'd rather see everyone else she cared for happy. It must suck though, because she also let me know that it sometimes hurts. I don't know why it would though; I mean, she practically chose for herself to be that way. It's her own fault. If she feels like shit for doing what she does, then she should either: let them know or actually do things for herself, rather than suck it up and agree to what everyone else wanted or asked for. She says she tries to play it off like nothing bothers her, but that itself is weak. Whatever, I can't do anything to stop her. After all, it's not me.